The 3 AM Fare

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Pickup at St. Dominic’s

I’ve been driving for Lyft since 2019. I work nights, generally six PM to about three or four in the morning, because I have a kid in elementary school and nights work better for childcare — I drive while she sleeps, I’m home before she wakes up. My wife covers the morning. It’s a functional system.

I know the city well enough that I don’t need GPS for most rides anymore. I use the app for the navigation because passengers expect it and it documents the route, but I could do most of my regular pickups on memory alone. After five years of nights, I know which hospitals have the worst drop-off zones, which bars take forever to clear their patron queue, which apartment complexes have buzzers that don’t work and require me to call the passenger. I know the layout of the city at night the way a person knows their own house in the dark.

The night it happened was a Tuesday in October. I remember it was a Tuesday because I’d had a slow start — Tuesdays and Wednesdays are always slow — and by two in the morning I’d only done four rides, which is well below my average. I was parked near downtown when the ping came through at 2:51 AM: pickup at St. Dominic’s Medical Center, north entrance, passenger rated 4.8, estimated fare nine dollars.

St. Dominic’s is about a twelve-minute drive from where I was. I accepted it and headed over.

The Passenger

The north entrance of St. Dominic’s is the main public entrance — the ER is on the east side of the building, the staff entrance is on the south. When I pulled up at 3:06, there was one person waiting. A woman, I thought, though I’m honestly uncertain now — she was wearing a large dark coat and standing partially in shadow near one of the concrete pillars. She got into the back seat before I’d fully stopped.

“Hi there, I’m Marcus,” I said. Standard introduction. “Heading to Kellerman Street?”

The app had the destination listed as 4418 Kellerman Street, which I recognized as being in the Westhaven neighborhood, an older residential area about eight minutes away. Good neighborhood, quiet, lots of craftsman houses from the 1940s.

“Yes,” she said. Or he said. The voice was quiet and I had the heat fan running and I didn’t process it clearly. I confirmed the destination on the app and pulled out of the hospital lot.

I don’t have a strong physical memory of this passenger. I remember a dark coat. I remember the back seat looked occupied when I glanced in the rearview. I don’t remember a face. This is not unusual — after five years of doing this, most passengers blur together unless something specific distinguishes them. What I remember is that there was someone there. The weight of the car felt right for a passenger. The air in the car felt different, the way it does when you have someone in the back versus an empty vehicle. I’ve been doing this long enough that I notice that difference.

We didn’t talk. Maybe half my passengers don’t talk, especially at that hour, and I don’t push it. I had the radio on low — a classic rock station, which I keep on nights because it’s inoffensive and familiar.

4418 Kellerman

The drive to Kellerman Street took eight minutes. I turned onto Kellerman from Morrison Avenue and the GPS directed me to slow for my destination. I knew the block — I’d dropped off a passenger near there before, maybe a year back, a guy who worked at a restaurant. I pulled up in front of 4418.

There was no 4418 Kellerman Street.

What I mean is: the address didn’t exist. On one side was 4416, a tan craftsman house with a light on in an upstairs window. On the other side was 4420, a brick ranch house, dark. Between them was a vacant lot. Not an empty property with a foundation or a for-sale sign — a vacant lot with a chain-link fence and overgrown grass and a NO TRESPASSING sign zip-tied to the fence post. The lot was the kind that’s been vacant for a long time, where the soil has settled and the weeds have established themselves so thoroughly that you can tell nothing has been built there in decades.

I put the car in park and looked at the lot. Then I looked at the app — it was still showing 4418 Kellerman as the confirmed destination, with the green checkmark indicating I’d arrived. I said, “We’re here,” mostly out of habit.

No response.

I looked in the rearview mirror. The back seat was empty.

I turned around and checked physically. Empty. No coat, no person, no belongings left behind. The door was closed. I hadn’t heard a door open or close. I hadn’t felt the car shift the way it does when a passenger exits. She — or whoever it was — was simply not there.

I sat in the car for what felt like a long time but was probably two minutes. I looked at the vacant lot. I looked at the surrounding houses. I checked the back seat again and looked in the footwell. Nothing.

I confirmed the ride as completed on the app. The fare was $9.40. I pulled back onto Kellerman and drove toward downtown.

The Payment

The fare processed normally. I saw it in my earnings as soon as I completed the ride — $9.40, standard rate, no tip. Which is fine. I don’t expect tips at that hour.

What I want to tell you about is what happened two days later.

I got an email from Lyft support. It said there had been a flag on a recent payment in my account related to a ride taken on October 14th at 3:06 AM. It said the payment method associated with the ride had been flagged by the card issuer and asked me to review the ride details and confirm that it had taken place as described.

I called Lyft support. The agent confirmed the flag — she said the credit card that had been used to pay for the ride had been reported by the issuing bank as belonging to a deceased cardholder. Not fraudulent use, she clarified. The card account had been active at the time of the ride. But the bank had been notified of the cardholder’s death and had subsequently flagged recent transactions for review.

I asked her when the cardholder had died.

She said she couldn’t give me personal information about the account holder. I pushed a little and she said the bank’s notification had indicated the death occurred approximately forty-eight hours before the transaction in question.

The ride was on October 14th at 3:06 AM. Forty-eight hours before that was October 12th.

I asked what hospital was associated with the account — sometimes bank records include that in estate notification data. She said she really couldn’t share that information. She asked if I confirmed the ride had taken place. I said yes. She said the flag would be noted and I would receive my payment as normal and not to worry about it.

I received the $9.40. I don’t spend a lot of time thinking about nine dollars and forty cents, normally. But I’ve thought about this particular nine forty more than I’ve thought about most other things.

What I Found Out About the Lot

I drove by 4418 Kellerman in the daytime, a week later. Still a vacant lot, still the chain-link fence. I looked it up in the county property records, which are public. The lot at that address had a house on it until 2009, when it was demolished following a fire. The demolition permit listed the reason as “structural compromise — fire damage — uninhabitable.” The fire had occurred in October 2008.

I don’t know what to do with this information. I don’t know if it’s connected to anything.

I’ve driven past St. Dominic’s hundreds of times since then. I’ve picked up patients and visitors and nurses and the occasional ER doctor too tired to drive themselves home. Every ride is normal. Every passenger stays in the car until we reach the destination. I’ve had no other flagged payments.

I’ve talked to other drivers about strange rides. You get stories on the night shift — it’s a particular kind of loneliness, driving alone from two to four in the morning, and people who do it tend to trade experiences with each other when they meet at pickup queues or rest stops. A woman I know who drives bus described a passenger once who was there when she looked in the mirror and gone at the next stop with no door opening. She’d stopped talking about it because people thought she was being dramatic. I told her I didn’t think she was being dramatic.

I still accept fares from the hospital. What am I going to do — not accept them? I need the money. The fare comes in, I drive it, I confirm the arrival. Most of the time it’s exactly what it looks like. A person going home from a late shift, or visiting a sick relative, or leaving the ER after waiting four hours for stitches. Normal people making their way through a normal night.

I check the rearview more often than I used to. I tell myself it’s just good driving practice. The rearview is there for a reason.

The back seat has been empty every time I’ve checked since October.